Shine On Paradise

Fellow readers,    First and for most I would like to thank God for every trial every hardship and every struggle in my life, especially the most recent ones because if it wasn't for those struggles I would have not known my calling in my life today. God has revealed to me little by little what it is that really drives my heart and fills me with a great passion and joy to pursue those fruitful and righteous desires for justice. About a month ago and a half ago I had told God I was done I was tired I was exhausted and asked the same question I had asked over and over again and endlessly throughout all the hardships. That question was "why"?! why me God? I was angry praying to God with tears in my eyes and resentment in my heart. I asked why I had to lose a mother will others selfishly disrespect there's, I asked why when I was fifteen my dad was diagnosed with cancer I told him "didn't you know what that would do to me"?! " didn't you s...

In my personal experience with my walk with God there have been many trials. But here's the good thing about that see God himself promises to be by my side and yours at all times Deuteronomy 31:6 and yes, he's always been there of that I'm absolutely sure or I wouldn't be talking about this today or even be victorious for that matter. Yes, I'm guilty I'm a sinner I fail him daily but everyday no! Every breath that you and I take is another chance to seek his mercy, to seek his grace to redeem yourself. To fall on my knees and declare that I'm weak and that in he alone(Jesus Christ) I find peace and rest and a warm embrace: and in that moment that's my victory to prove victorious against all evil and wickedness and every lie the devil tries to throw at me. That's what separates me from my enemies. To know God is to Love him. To stand against every trial teaches me perseverance ; To love him teaches me forgiveness and compassion. I stand strai...

"God fills us up with his holy spirit", because of his kindness and grace. "It is a glorious grace because it covers our sin and empowers us to overcome sin and works of the devil". These are the words that I once heard and really took them in my heart. God is so good that he bestows his loving grace and unfathomable love, so unconditional and so sincere. When a believer experiences the holy spirit its like an enormous amount of peace, happiness, and an over-whelming sense (feeling) of being loved. I cant really describe the over all feeling because their is simply no words that can really live up to the experience of that moment. Its one of those feelings one could only experience to fully understand; and only then they will know the purest of love. I give him praise for his loving kindness, and glorious grace. "Give thanks to the God of heaven, for his steadfast love endures forever. {Psalm136:26}

Corinthians 5:17, "Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation: old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new." If anyone is in Christ he is a new creation, he has become a new creation. Nothing could compare to that moment I felt so much happiness and joy. I don't regret anything. I know that my father God is with me and he will never forsake me. I am his daughter and he is my king. It is important to understand that when we are in Christ we belong to him always so lets try our best to honor and respect our heavenly father.